Tuesday, December 07, 2004 @2:59 AM
Ken Hirai- Hitomi Wo Tojite
This song is juz so nice...
Translated to English
Every morning I awake
to your skin, cast off, lying next to me
that back, I once felt warmth from, cold.
stop with the wry smile
open the heavy curtains
the blinding morning light,
everyday I try to keep up with it
you showed me that day, your face in tears
the setting sun that shines on the tears
the warmth on my shoulder
everytime I wish you were gone
my heart and body remember you.
Your love forever
I close my eyes and imagine you, that's enough.
even if the season leaves my heart behind.
I wonder if one day I'll no longer feel anything for you
I think I'd rather fall asleep with the pain I have now
even though the light we searched for,
wishing upon the starry sky we gazed at that night,
disappears in the blink of an eye,
my heart and body shine on with you.
I wish forever
I close my eyes and imagine you. That's all I can do.
even if the world were to leave me behind.
Your love forever
I close my eyes and imagine you, that's enough.
even if the season leaves me behind, and tries to change it's colour.
I'll search for you in my memory. That's enough.
Because you gave me the strength to get over my loss.
you gave it to me.
Thursday, December 02, 2004 @2:32 AM
Falling In Love
When you think of your past love, you may view it as a failure. But when you find a new love,
you view the past as a teacher. In the game of love, it doesn't really matter who won or who lost. What is important is you know when to hold on and when to let go! You know you really lovesomeone when you want him or her to be happy, even if their happiness means that you're not part of it. Everything happens for the best. If the person you love doesn't love you back, don't be afraid to love someone else again, for you'll never know unless you give it a try. You'll never love a person you love unless you risk for love. Love strives in hurting. If you don't get hurt, you don't learn how to love. Love doesn't hurt all the time. Though the hurting is still there to test you, to help you grow. Don't find love, let love find you. That's why it's called falling in love because you don't force yourself to fall. You just fall. You cannot finish a book without closing it's chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave the past as you turn the pages. Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress. It is a lifetime venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing. The greatest irony of love is letting go when you need to hold on and holding on when you need to let go. We lose someone we love only when we are destined to find someone else who can love us even more than we can love ourselves. On falling out of love, take some time to heal and then get beckon the horse. But don't ever make the same mistake of riding the same one that threw you the first time. To love is to risk rejection, to live is to risk dying, to hope is to risk failure. But risk must must be taken
because the greatest hazard in life is risk nothing! To reach for another is to risk involvement, to expose your feelings is to expose true self, to love is to risk not to be loved in return.
How to define love: fall but do not stumble, be constant but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, hurt but never keep the pain. Love is like a knife. It can stab the heart or it can carve wonderful images into the soul that always last for a lifetime. Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end. Loving people means giving them the freedom who they choose to be and where they choose to be. For all the heartaches and the tears, for gloomy days and fruitless years, you should give thanks, for you know, that there were the things that helped you grow. Loving someone means giving him the freedom to find his way, whether it leads towards you or away from you. Love is a painful risk to take but the risk must be taken no matter how scary or painful, for only then you'll experience the fullness of humanity and that is love. Only love can hurt your heart, fill you with desire and tear you apart. Only love can make you cry and only love knows why. If you're not ready to cry, if you're not ready to take the risk, if you're not ready to feel the pain, then you're not ready to fall in love. There was a time in our lives when we became afraid to fall in love 'coz every time we do, we get hurt, then i figured that's why it's called falling in love.
Wednesday, December 01, 2004 @8:55 AM
exams finally finish liao.. and its holidays.. which everyone is looking forward to ya.. e papers were quite easy ba.. hope i can do well.. 2moro hoon going 2 start her attachment liao.. at suntec.. actually gt another attachment at carrefour.. stock recorder.. pay not bad wor.. i was tinking whether wanna work anot.. on second thoughts.. it is so far.. lazy to go there.. and somemore our holidays so short only.. wanna enjoy it.. dun wan work liao.. stay at home and rot ba.. got nothing to do.. haiz sianz.. yest had a wierd dream.. dunno how to describe..
