ESTHER TAY

im not that good (but i can be bad) =p
im not da best (neither am i e worse)
im not that cute (neither am i sweet)
im not that b!tchy(neither am i a slut =\)
im not that young (neither am i that old)
im not that skinny (neither am i fat)
im not that tall (neither am i that short)
im not that friendly (neither am i unfriendly)
im not that pretty (neither am i that ugly) =p
im not that violent (neither am i gentle)
im not that strong (neither am i weak)
im not that caring (but i do care)
i dun like chocolates (but i love sweets)
i love animals!!! (but im scared of insects) yeah.. dun laugh

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`ZOO (someone promised but hasn't brought me there yet) :(
`Everyone around me to be happy

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im simply pissed offff by some people.. they just cant keep their mouth shut.

Just now had my 2.4 km.. i was running with one of my frenz. Among the five of us, she was the first one to reach. And the others were jealous.. they went to tell teacher that she took shortcut.. i really cant believe that they will do such a thing.. somemore is our own clique.
i really dunno what's there to be jealous.

that day e CA also like that.. haiz.. this kind of people also got...


Have u ever miss someone and felt terrible because u tink that he/she doesn't miss u?

Missing someone is a terrible but at the same time, a sweet feeling. U will be sitting around wondering if u meant anything to him/her.

Thinking if he/she ever cares about u.

Rushing to the phone once it rings hoping that it's him/her.

Looking out of the window hoping that he/she will surprise u by appearing downstairs.

Sitting in front of the television but thinking of him/her.. missing the final episode of your favourite show.

Laying on your bed, thinking of the last time u went out together.

Thinking of how nice it will be to sit under the stars again, talking about everything, your dreams, plans, future.

Logging on to the internet hoping to see him/her online.

When u realise that he/she isn't online and did not return your page, you start worrying if he/she is okay.

Missing someone is a way of growing up i guess. It exposes u to loneliness. It teaches u how to cope with being lonely and let u know that there is actually a feeling known as emptiness.
Sometimes it feels good to miss someone.
U know that u really care and u indulge in the feeling of loving/caring for him/her.
But missing someone and not knowing if he/she is feeling the same is terrible.
U feel as if u are being left alone.
So if u miss someone, tell him/her and let them know.
At the same time, ask if they miss u.
I miss u. I really do.


i juz want you to know that whenever you need to shout out,
im always here, right here waiting under the sun or the rain,
just to hear you pour everything to me
i will be there always
no words can express how i feel now
how i wish i could turn back time.. i miz u.. i really do......